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Thursday, August 7th, 2003
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| Subject: | Woo |
| Time: | 4:48 am. |
| Mood: |  excited. | | Music: | Full Blown Chaos - No Way Out. |
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Well I am taking a trip up to Puyallup for my Dads wedding and wanted to go up a few weeks before so I could see him and all ya know since I never see him. I just found out tonight that throwdown, terror, everytime I die, and comeback kid are playing the 21st so I'm goin to go up the 20th and catch that show. It's goin to be so fucking good. Hope to see you all tommorow at the Avenged Sevenfold show.
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Comments: Read 20 or Add Your Own.
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Wednesday, August 6th, 2003
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I need a ride to the Avenged Sevenfold show tommorow night. I can throw some money in for gas not much though maybe 5 bucks. I also need to know how much the show is.
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Comments: Read 4 or Add Your Own.
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| Subject: | . |
| Time: | 5:59 pm. |
| Mood: |  contemplative. | | Music: | Norma Jean - The Shotgun Message. |
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Yeah I haven't really updated lately since I've been up in Phoenix last few weeks pretty much constantly. I stayed at Eric, Andrew, Richard, and Steves house for a few days which was alot of fun. Then I've been staying at Myc and Jews lately. Just about every night there is a sword fight between Jew and whoever else is hanging out. Jew dropped one of is swords or something on Johns foot. Then we pretty much decided I have the worst tattoo, I really need to get that shit covered up. I've been to some good shows lately lastnight was Integrity they were really fucking good and so was Out to Win and Bound in Blood. I'm home in Tucson now but I plan on going back to Tempe in the next week or so.
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Saturday, July 26th, 2003
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I've been in Phoenix for the passed coouple days hanging out and visiting my sister. I'm goin back up today so I'll be up for atleast a few more days.
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Comments: Read 7 or Add Your Own.
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I might be moving to Phoenix for school in the fall since there aren't any schools here or any good schools for game design. It'll be great though I love the Phoenix kids.
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Saturday, July 19th, 2003
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I normally don't post anything in here besides what I do cause alot of shit seems to get twisted and not said right but its 5:30am and I need to just write. I feel really lost at this point. Moving here turned out to be a great thing in my life I finally got to make real friends and met kids I can trust. Lately I've been thinking about moving to Phoenix again, the kids up there are great. I want to just travel around with two or three people but I can't really seem to do much. The problem is my mom is being stupid and won't fucking let me leave. School is also coming and I don't feel ready for college, shit I'm only 16. I just want to be a kid and not have to worry about what I want to do when I get older. Finding a job is near fucking impossible no place at all seems to be hiring. Then other things have been confusing me and upsetting me lately people in general, girls, life, if I really do have friends and just so much other shit. I knew I was lonely but since I lost someone that I really cared for I didn't know how lonely and it's just so shitty right now cause I just want to be with someone and be able to hold them and have someone to talk to. At this point I really feel like I want a relationship but I can't seem to keep one so maybe it would just be best to stay out of them. I need a break of shit and want to stay in Phoenix for about 2 weeks but have no place to stay and no money. I am sick of fucking rambling on and bitching about my life so I'm done.
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Comments: Read 5 or Add Your Own.
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Thursday, July 17th, 2003
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I really need a ride up tommorow to go see Evergreen Terrace. If you can give me one let me know. Thanks.
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Wednesday, July 16th, 2003
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Both the shows I went to were good even though Unearth was expensive. So many fights Tuesday I didn't get involved in many though. Thanks Tim for letting us stay with you I really appreciate it. All you Phoenix kids it was good seeing you guys again hopefully I'll be able to get up Thursday for the show.
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Me and Steveo need some more people to ride up with us to Phoenix to help with gas. We're goin Monday for the Unearth show and staying for the Warped Tour on Tuesday. I've already found places to stay so if you want to go let me know.
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| Time: | 10:23 pm. |
| Mood: | grateful. |
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Today was great. I got to hang out with Lily today. We mainly just hung around her house and went to some furniture store. I'm so lucky to have a girl like her. I couldn't ask for someone better. Thanks so much Lily for being so awesome.
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me and some people went to main street tonight and played a little pool. Then we chilled at my house for a while and some of Alex's friends drove down from Phoenix. Right now I'm talking to a friend and I'm really mad about the situation not with her though.
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| Time: | 3:31 pm. |
| Mood: |  energetic. | | Music: | Shai Hulud - For The World. |
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So me and Courtney went to the gym today around one. It turned out to be alot of fun. We did our workout stuff pretty much seperate. She did crunches and I figured I would try to she totally destroyed me on those. After that we went into this big excerise room and did dumb shit and I watched her dance. Now I'm waiting for one of my friends I haven't seen in 3-4 weeks.
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| Time: | 2:41 pm. |
| Mood: |  groggy. |
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Lastnight was great. We showed up at Molly's house that shes watching and Cole, John, Lily, Matt, and some other kids were there. We all chilled by the pool and stuff. Thanks Cole for skinny dipping with me. Alex I hugged you when I was naked hahaha.
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I don't have any plans today and really want to leave. If anyone wants to do something let me know.
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I just wanted to say thanks to Cole for having the best fucking BBQ ever. If you didn't go you missed some good shit.
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Well tonight me and Tim went to go watch the mountain burn with Courtney, Alissa, and David. I locked my keys in my car so Lily was awesome and got out of bed and drove across town to get me my keys. After all that crap we went to Viva and then I took Tim home and then I went home.
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Wednesday, June 25th, 2003
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lonely.
pissed off.